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Thursday, March 31, 2011

after the STORM


There's something about sadness that is so intrinsic to the nature of music. It transcends everything: race, borders, age, religion, and beliefs. When done right, it is one word: BEAUTIFUL. This is what Corinne Bailey Rae does for me. She makes me realize it's alright to be sad, hurt, disappointed, and most of all HUMAN. Instead of falling apart from what I can only assume to be a very painful era in her life, Rae uses her talent to pick apart her emotions and hang them out to dry where every single one of us can see them. It's a brave thing to do if you ask me. Aptly entitled The Sea, Rae reminds me that pain happens to the best of us and it's okay to be vulnerable. I am in love with the agony and the progression towards acceptance. Therapy. Remedies. Growth. I see, feel, and hear it all and I can't stop listening. Corinne Bailey Rae is on REWIND this week. Music never felt so good.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

the MUSIC in my head

My CDs are my lifeline. They help me work, make decisions, write, read, and complete damn near everthing I do in a day's time. I'd be lying if  I said silence was beautiful. So, without further ado, here are my 5 top Artists of the month. I have yet to go a day without listening to a song from each. I go through drastic musical states so next week I may be enamored with the Blues, Sawgrass, or Rock; anything is possible.

1.
My Dame

2.
My Rebel

3.
My Ego

4.
My Rockers

5.
My Crooner

Every once in a while I'll throw in La Bella Mafia by The Notorious Kim or Pink Friday by Nicki Minaj just to remind me that I am a bad ass Black female. I give them both their due rights and eras. It also depends on whether I am in the mood to be observed or if I choose to be the observer... GREAT art does have that type of power you know! You just have to harness every ounce of it and tune in!

Friday, March 4, 2011

the CHAINS that bind


I think the poster says a thousands words all at once. The metaphor is that our hearts are often bound in chains, never our souls. When one inch is pulled too far in one direction, we lose all sensibility. Another grasp pulls the same chains tighter, causing a lifetime of misery. Who hasn't felt it? Who has never felt the blues deep down in their souls? Written by me for Denecia Alicia, "The blues ain't nothing but a good man feeling bad," now we all know that's just what it must feel like. Black Snake Moan (2006), is my proof. Directed by Craig Brewer (Hustle and Flow) and  produced by John Singleton, this film utilizes actors like Samuel L. Jackson, Christini Ricca, and Justin Timberlake to make it all worth watching and remembering.

Brewer likes to play with stereotypes and eventually unveils them in his narrative. It's his argument towards society, forcing viewers to actually look at the ideologies ground deep within their hearts. The realistic believability of it all is set in Southern Macon. The White female (Ricci), permissive or not, is never safe in the hands of a White male. She is especially not safe in the company of a Black male (Jackson and many more) because it is supposedly the nature of the negro to desire, devour, and deflower her amongst all other races of women. Although he chains her, he believes it is for the benefit of Ricci. One thing haunts Jackson, his loss of Rose to his brother and the abortion of his only child. The only thing that he wants from the White, petite, sexual, and sick Ricci is for her to "get yo' shit together and live your life."

Ricci is remininsecnt of millions of girls who have used their sexuality to define themselves. Women like her have been abused as children by people they've trusted and at many times their mothers are their biggest enemies. Her past often reminds me of some of Sonia Sanchez's poetry, espescially in its essence to expertly speak of the addict who sells her most precious child to a man just so she can have her high, whatever it may be. So I feel Ricci's character as well because she deals with her demons on a daily basis. This film deals with the fears we take in deep at night as we try to filter out what's wrong from what's right. There are a dozen lessons we could learn here but the ultimate one is not to let our past hurts define or create who we can become.

Besides the melodramatic; the editing, camera angeles, and lighting all work together to make profound statements. My favorite scene is when the camera is completely tilted over, blue filter, and Ricci is naked, completely oblivious to everything around her. I'm sure that scene happens at least 100 times (or more) every weekend across the USA. I'd love to show this film to a group of teenagers and get their responses and ask them to help make movies about their lives, leaving nothing out. These types of stories need to be told, over and over again. And the moral of the story: it only takes one person to stand up and tell you that you are worthwhile even if the world tells you that you something completely different. Tomorrow I'm going to look for a chain belt! I think millions of females could benefit from one.